Funky

I bought some lavender a while ago for Gigi, I ordered 4 plants, about $5 each but with shipping it cost me about $28.  I bought them from Gurneys.com ...talk about a freaking rip off!  All these plants have been treated exactly the same and only 1 of the 4 makes it! WTF? Anyway, if you want lavender, don't buy from these people.  I bought lavender seeds from a local store here in Oviedo and they have already sprouted!

And look at these photos of our tomatoes!  That is the better boy and it's already got flowers on it!  And look, early girl has a tomato!

I also took some rosemary cuttings from this huge rosemary bush Dan has!  The white stuff you see on the tips is hormones (to help them grow roots!)

And look, my sage and chamomile have sprouted!

So I am sittin here uploading pics and I haven't taken a shower today.  Sometimes I just don't mind being funky.  I know that is probably gross or weird, or really lazy, all of which I am capable of being, but I don't care.  Dan and I have been working on his catalog for 2010.  It's really fun for me getting to edit the photos and play like I'm so artistic! Lol, well as long as I don't have to draw I am!

I've been noticing more and more that people are searching for "Lynnessa Roy blog" or "Lynnessa Roy pretending to be a young lady".  Most of those searches are coming from Maitland, FL which is where Travis and is his Mommy live.  I think it sure is funny that they are stalking me. And its not like it's a once in a while thing, they are looking me up EVERYDAY I mean, I don't know what that bitch (his mom) is looking for, but I think it's hilarious how much time they spend obsessing about me.  Should I feel flattered that I have a whole family of stalkers in his mom's family? Ok, haha, I feel a little flattered, it's funny actually.

Anyways, enough negativity! Begone with the bitches!

Here's a cute pic I took the other day while driving to McCrory's to pick up plants for Ann.

The other night (Thursday) Sara and I went out to meet this girl Jen we know, it was her 27th birthday so we decided to go to Friendly Confines and then to Cowboys.  So we get there, and first of all I have to say that I hate watching football on TV or watching people watch football on TV.  If I'm there in person watching the game, it is really fun, but I just hate those stupid crazed fans who fuckin scream at the the television when their team does something. It's so stupid and I just don't get it. Anyway, so we walk into the bar and her asshole boyfriend/date named MAGNET (wtf?) is there. Sara and I are looking super hot and him and his friend were sitting at the table watching the TV.  I have met Magnet before, he was a loser, kept talking about the size of his cock so I reached down, grabbed it and it was nothing but mush.  Bitch please, don't talk to me about your big freakin cock, hah!  So we sit down at the table and I'm really nice to him, till he gets this bit attitude and acts like he's too cool to be around us.  But hello, we're freaking hot and you're a 35 year old (somemwhere around there) with a receeding hairline, small cock, and bad attitude, and you want to make fun of us? How fucking insecure are you?  I know what his problem was, he was sitting in a loser bar, with the hottest bitches in the place and he didn't know how to handle it.  Then, I suppose to try to make himself feel better, he began making fun of me, asking me if I am anorexic and "can you eat a sandwhich?!"  What a fucker, eh? He continued on for the rest of the night with his snide comments and Sara kept saying "Just give it back to him." She is into this guy and so I can understand wanting me to be comfortable around him, but he was such an ass! UGH, then we were leaving he didn't even give her a kiss good-bye...and we walked out the door.  And he's got a 13 year old kid that he doesn't have custody of, his mom does.  Sara used to always talk to me about standards of guys and what she wants and what she doesn't want and I cannot fucking believe she is with this fuckin tool!  Oh well, I guess we all have to date a fair amount of tools to know when we have a real man! (See my previous post about Real Men).  This guy, is anything but a man...

This guy is more of a man...lolthat's Sebastian Blackhead III.  Don't be fooled by his sweet face, he's always messing with someone!

Currently on Pandora.com........

"Unplug the TV and turn off your phone" - Dave Matthews Band

"Like the desert waiting for the rain, like a school kid waiting for the spring, I'm just sitting here waiting for you to come on home and turn me on" - Nora Roberts  (yeah girl!)

Surfer girl (me!)

Went surfing today at Cape Canaveral and it was freaking awesome!  I had like 2 good waves and so many more that I should/could have had if I were better at staying on the board in white water. There was a shit load of people (ok not really, maybe like 10 others) and it got pretty crowded where we were because everyone was wanting a little slice of our cake! Mmm it sure was tastey! =)  I paddled away from everyone b/c I was freaking that I was going to run someone over if I did actually paddle for a wave! It was sweet, came back to Dan's, worked on his catalog a bit, went to study for my Chemistry test #4 tomorrow with some girls from school.  They are probably going to fail because they really didn't know what the hell was going on! Oh well, helped me a little bit to be able to explain it to them.
Sold my phone on Ebay! Sweeeet! And the girl already payed me for it!  Sold Darren's calculater, I figured he wouldn't give a shit after dropping $5k for a divorce retainer and then not giving a shit 4 months later...what's $200 to that guy? Nada baby, not a thing! Thanks dude. Someone in Portugal bought it, so I am waiting to get paid through pay pal before I send it off!
I'm off to bed, Chem test first thing in the morning!

Along the Seminole Trail

Random photos I took while waiting to get Lia last Monday night...

She took her own picture! =)

My "Bubba"

COACH - 10 weeks old

Born 10/20/2007

Coach, for the third time in about a month, dug out of the backyard and went off for a walkabout.
 First time:  Lia and I are on our way to church, about 1/2 way to Geneva, and I get a call from Oviedo Police, its a woman, telling me a police officer is holding him at the apartments (which are about 1.4 miles from my house!) Policeman tells me some lady found him and brought him there and called police.

Second time:  I get a voicemail from a woman and Banfield (his vet) saying they have Coach, someone dropped him off there, and they will keep him overnight.  The girl said she would be in about about 7:30am and I could come pick him up any time after that.

Today:  Lia and I are on our way to Geneva to meet Gigi and Papa for dinner when I get a call from a 954 area code number.  Its a girl two houses down telling me she has Coach and she'll keep him till I can come get him.  So I meet her at the end of her walk (yeah, she took him for a walk! so sweet!) in front of her house, and we meet at my house.  Lia is in the car with Lola. I roll the windows down and get out.  HI! I say to her, HI!  Coach looks all excited, ears up, happy to see me, like "Look mom! Look who I just found!"  "Thanks for taking him for a walk," I tell her.  "Sure, he was so sweet. All the other neighbors were afraid when they saw he was a pit bull, but I have been around them my whole life and he is so sweet."  "Yeah, he's so good," I say, "except when he digs out of the backyard!"  She unclipped him from a bright blue leash (her roomates' dog) and I grab his collar.  Then I was like "Yeah, actually if you know anyone who wants to adopt him, I am trying to find a good home for him."  She got all excited, "I actually, yeah, I just texted my boyfriend and told him 'I just found the most perfect dog, but now I have to return him to his family'.  I love pit bulls and he's so cute!"  Ok, so I'm thinking, did this chick just fall out of the sky? She lives two houses down from me and I didn't even know she lived there (I sorta know her two roomies though).  She tells me how she was supposed to move back to Chicago, but now she isn't so she's renting a room from Clint and his brother.  She tells me that she is moving out in December and wouldn't be able to take Coach till then. "No problem, I'm not in a rush to get rid of him. He's a good boy, so I want to make sure he gets a good home, especially since I have had him since he was a puppy! I don't want someone taking him and fighting him or mistreating him...or someone with kids since he's so jealous of my daughter, which is the reason he has to stay in the backyard in the first place."  She told me her neighbors used to raise pits and so she has always liked the breed.  Geez, could this girl be a more perfect fit for my bubba? It's like HE found HER.  When I tried to bring him back into the house, he didn't even want to come with me! He wanted to stay with her! Makes me feel sad, but I know I can't give him the attention he needs and deserves.  I really hope this chick comes through, I'll be so happy and I think Coach would be too! Just have to wait and see what happens!  I love him and I want him to be a happy indoor puppy that gets lamb and rice with supplements for his coat, weekly baths, regular Advantix and heartguard, annual shots, tons of attention and of course, treats!

<3

Blah

I am having such a "blah" day.
Lost my earing this morning
Found a hole in my jeans this afternoon on the way home
Lia was such a brat at Great Day In The Country
Laundry is inevitable, but I still despise it.

Off to the AT&T store to see if they can fix my Palm Treo 750 so I can sell it on ebay! Make some $$ for shit sitting around!

hi

I need to put these photos up because I'm probably going to have some more before today is over.  Lia and I are going to Great Day In The Country (local event here) with vendors, music, and fun for kids!  Makenzie and Ryan and their kids are going to meet us there at about 11 or so.
Anyways, here are some photos from last week...

So Icy

It is so cold outside... 

Your body begins to quiver with chills.

How can you have any sensation when you are cold?

 Because pieces of you become numb, slowly.

How can you feel when you're frozen?

Preserved by time and nature.

Lavender, Sage and Chamomile, OH MY!

Went to Ace today and got some seeds:  pak choi, cucmber, red burgundy onions, carrots, and what you see above.    I came back to Dan's and planted everything!  Also planted Black Beauty eggplant and some chives, Dan even planted some cilantro seeds that he had in a jar from last year.  It will be great to see what takes off.  Yesterday I planted some melting sugar snow peas out by the trellis and I checked on them today and they look pretty good, one was leaning over from these nasty North winds we have been getting here lately.  I tried to push some dirt up around the base, but I'm not sure if I helped it any?  We shall see! 

I miss Sugar Pop so much! I can't wait to see her tomorrow!  Oh and the judge denied my request for temporary custody because "reason listed is not an emergency."  No shit, but it was worth the shot! Anyway, can not wait to see her smiling face tomorrow afternoon!

Dan is playing poker in the other room right now and doing really well.  I kind of feel like I shouldn't stay here as much as I have been, like he is getting tired of me hanging around too much, or just like he wants to be by himself? Idk? Maybe the new is wearing off and he's finding weird quirks about me that annoy him?   *Pain throws your heart to the ground, love turns the whole thing around, I know it wont all go away, it should, but I know the heart of life is good.* (Listening to Mayer on Pandora.com and I love it.  I have it on Jack Johnson radio. ) Well, maybe I am just being oversensitive or maybe I am actually picking up on some "eh" vibes?  We'll see.

So tomorrow I have to go to Chemistry tutoring from 1-2pm and at 8am try to make a doctors appointment at the Seminole County Health Department.  I have free medical from them, but I haven't been in a while because I mostly used that for birth control. BUT I've had my period for about 2 weeks (or more) straight and I have been off birth control for about 3 months now so I should be more regular.  It totally sucks though because this is the reason why I got on birth control anyways.  And the side effects of birth control are so nasty: weight gain (at least 10lbs!), stronger cramps, heavier periods, and the cost of the damn birth control not to mention remembering to take the fucking pills every day!  UGH, not excited about it since I'll probably end up having to be there for a few hours, which reminds me, I'll just bring a book with me.  I have been wanting to start this book called Out of Eden since I got it on sale and it looks interesting.

I have some really cool frog photos to share but I can't get them off my camera until later when I have my flash drive with me...also some neat photos of a 97% of full waning gibbeous moon from the other night.  We had a fire and I shot photos, it was so cloudy and I got some really neat shots!  The ones of the fire looked pink! I'll put them up soon!

Sans diamonds and I love it

How is Chenin Blanc supposed to taste? I thought it was more to the side of a dry white wine with slight fruit and medium to heavy body?  We had a Beringer Chenin Blanc 2008 and I swear it tasted like a riesling!

Another random thought:
I think NASA, Kennedy Space Center, Cape Canaveral, all that shit...I think they pollute the Atlantic.  I mean sure, every beach pretty much has trash on it, but once when Dan and I were there I found a grey cable wire stuck in the sand, so I pulled on it and it didn't budge.  It was attached to something MUCH deeper in the sand.  A control box? Some other electrical device? Where did it come from? Well, NASA is just around the bend, of the cape, that is.  There is lots of fish and wildlife and I don't think they are polluting gas or oil (other than the freaking rockets that they send up that aren't worth a flying fuck...) but more like electrical components that fall off the Space shuttles or the Ares and/or Delta rockets.  I wonder if there would even be any way to measure their pollution? They are so backed by the government though...?  I shouldn't complain too much, apparently people in "Californ-E" (as my mom used to call it) can't walk down the beach without getting tar on their feet. And, that water is freezing ass cold!  I wonder if anyone else out there has ever seen any Cape "Dirt"?

I'm so creative...I found a seashell with a hole already in it and I put it on a necklace...

Happy Halloween

Happy Halloween (belated I suppose!) here's my best spooky picture!

That's the Jack-O-Lantern that Dan carved for us...and thats a black light in the background lighting up our front porch! Spooky right? RIGHT?! lol

Well today is Sunday again, trade-off day.  I have about another hour or so before I have to give Lia back to Travis. UGH!

One thing that I did this week that made me feel really good was submit a "Request for Temporary Custody" form to the court.  It was pretty hard to figure out what I was supposed to put on there, but basically I supmitted ALL of the pages from my notebook that I have been keeping, AND the letter from Mark at Shooters Den saying that Travis refused a job.  I feel really good about it too because hopefully the judge will read everything that I wrote and see how Travis and Valerie have been acting, treating Lia, etc.  I don't even care if they read this.  I'm pretty sure that someone (either Travis or Valerie) has googled my name and found my blog...I can see that thanks to feedjit!  But yeah, I don't care if they see this because I've been doing everything I can to be on the "up and up" and they are the ones in the wrong...telling Lia "Mommy's crazy" and getting her to say "GOODER is a word and Daddy says 'bite my ass'." What a super father huh? Well hopefully I will get temporary custody of Lia since Travis won't let me put her in school and I really don't think Mike is well enough to watch her anymore.  He just keeps creeping me out anyhow.  I want her in school so she can play with other little kids her age.  Oh drama, I thought I could escape you! I suppose I was wrong. Lets just hope that justice is in my favor.

Here are some recent pics of Sugar Pop and randoms...

A little too big for her to pick up, lol

Having too much fun!

I just love all these colors and textures!

Trying to be scary!

Mommy's angel

My boo, ready to catch some "tasty barrels" lol

Savannah Christine and Makenzie <3

Bright yellow stinkhorn - took me FOREVER to get the texture to show up. Click the pic to really see it!
Sylvester the [lazy & crooked] Cat ;-)